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The Web of Fear!

There are so many obstacles in life that can prevent us from reaching our goals and dreams.  Fear, is just one of those obstacles.  Fear really is just another predator that consumes it victims.  We all have fears, fear of snakes, spiders, cockroaches, heights, closed spaces…you name it, and we “humans” have fear down to a science.  What amazes me most is how much fear controls our lives.  I’ve heard someone say, “I’m afraid I won’t get the job, so I’m not applying.”  Really…what’s logical about that?  You are creating your own worst case scenario!  You, are your own worst enemy!

Well, I will confess, I have my own fears too.  I scream every time I see a cockroach or a spider, not a little scream, a blood curdling scream, a scream that makes your hair stand up on end.  It’s not something I’m proud of, it’s down right embarrassing, but I still do it every time.  So to conquer this fear, I ask myself what can I control, do what I can do, and not dwell on it, but focus on what I can control.   (FYI…still screaming at cockroaches…they are just so ugly)

My Goal:  Wildlife Pictures!

Obstacles:  Predators both animals and human

Strategy:

  1. Control:  Pepper Spray, Tazor, Knife, GPS
  2. Just do it!

So it seems I’m prepared, and all is well and fine.   Or, so it seems.  That’s until you actually start hiking.  There are so many things to look at, listen to, and smell.  Oh..the smell of pine, is just the very best.  It’s a smorgasbord for your senses.  I’m looking down to find animal tracks, looking in the distance to watch the sunrise, looking around to see what Winston is doing, looking everywhere except directly in front of me.  That’s when it happens, a full frontal assault, a facial implant into a gigantic web.  Yes, that’s right, GIGANTIC, because spiders in the wild don’t DO, small.  These spiders are hungry..as my dad would say “IT’s all that fresh air…makes a man hungry!”  Guess that’s true for spiders too!.  First comes the scream, then hands scrambling, grabbing, and pulling the sticky, icky web off of your face.  And, you have to pull and pull, why?, because its so darn sticky.  A shudder rises up through your throat, and involuntarily comes out of your mouth…a vocal sound of pure torture, until you can spit out the words “Where is it?   Because inevitably that’s the question that keeps repeating in your head the whole time your hiking…Where is it?, Where is it”  Where is it?  You involuntarily slide your hands over your entire body, and then again through your hair, and then you do it again. Hoping to brush it off, hoping at the same time, not to find it, and definitely hoping not to squash it.

Yes.. and you would think this would only happen once, that you would be so careful, and never let it happen again…Think again!  This has happened multiple times.   I hike about half the time, with my neighbor, Linda.  I have to tell you when it happens to her, I can’t keep from laughing.  Why, perhaps to know that someone else shares in my misery, or maybe because, when it’s happening to someone else, you’re able to see how silly the fear is, and see the humor in it.  Spiders are amazing their webs so transparent, I can see why insects get trapped so easily…Oh the web they weave…

I suppose if you are going to be fair, you have to look at it from the spiders point of view too.  Ellen DeGeneres said it best…

Our egos tells us we’re the only ones that have any kind of feelings. We’re the only ones with a relationship. We’re the only ones with family. You know, I think that if you kill a spider, there is a relationship that you’re ruining. There’s a conversation going on outside with the other spiders. ‘Did you hear about Chris?….Killed yeah….Sneaker. And now Stephanie has nine hundred babies to raise all alone. Well, she’s got her legs full I’ll tell you that right now. Chris was so kind, wouldn’t hurt a fly. It’s just been tough for them lately. They just lost their web last week. Those humans think they’re so smart. Let them try shooting silk out of their butt and see what they can make.’
 Ellen DeGeneres quotes (American Actress and stand-up Comedian, b.1958 New Orleans, Louisiana, USA)

This type of spider, is the spider we most run into!

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“Just up-ahead” Passion, Obsession, Fear

I am passionately obsessed with the next great photo.  I don’t just want the next great landscape, I want wildlife in its natural environment.  The most prized photo that I am after is of the Endangered Florida Panther.  I have seen the panther several times over the past 4 years, and have even reported it to the Florida Department of Fish and Wildlife.  I am not the only one to have seen this beautiful creature so I’m not hallucinating, my neighbors have as seen it as well.  I suppose we could all be drinking the same hallucinogenic water.  I could hear the disbelief in the tone of the ranger’s voice, he certainly didn’t believe I saw a Florida Panther.  Perhaps it’s his disbelief that makes me want to photograph the Panther, no…it’s more than that.

 Yesterday, I went hiking/photographing on the trails with our new neighbors, the Layne family.  We hiked through some pretty wet trails, well, actually more than wet, knee-high to thigh-high water.  Everyone (especially non-native Floridians) can agree ahead of time, it’s pretty stupid to hike through deep fresh water in Florida.  I mean it’s just something you don’t do!  I just don’t want to be on Good-Morning America’s headlines “Lady bitten by an alligator, had to hike out without leg”, nope, not something I want.  

So how did we end up hiking through thigh-high water…it just happens!  You think, well it can’t be deep for very long, it looks dry  “just up-ahead”.  So you hike through it.  Then you realize you have to keep going, or go back the way you came.  Inevitably, 90% of the time you choose to go forward through the unknown, because you hope that it’s better than what you came through.  It’s that hope, that forward is better, that sometimes gets you into “thigh-high trouble”!

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We endured over 15 minutes of deep water in the midst of sun around us, but rain upon us, literally!   Winston, my shadow, my Vizsla, was having an amazing time.  We finally came upon soggy, sandy ground on the outer rim of the park.  I had to put my camera in the bag due to the rain.  We continued hiking when we noticed all kinds of animal tracks.  We saw fresh pig and coyote tracks…and something else.  It definitely looked like a “cat” print, but the size was astounding.  I pulled out my measuring tape and my neighbor’s son snapped a few pictures.  The print measured over 3 1/2″ in length.  I quickly pulled out my camera and snapped this photo…no doubt in my mind, it was a panther track.

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 I so wished I would have stayed and taken more photos, documenting more evidence…but I didn’t.  Perhaps the fear of walking through alligator infested waters affected my thinking…I don’t know, sounds logical to me.  Next time, if there is a next time, I will be prepared.  I will document with a length and width measurement, I may even make a cast of the print.  Ok, I know will make a cast of the print..I’m adding plaster of paris to my list of supplies to hike with.

Epilogue:  I went hiking this morning to the same location. (Why?  To take the photo I missed yesterday) I took a different route and only had to hike through small section of muck, mud, and brackish water.  Half way through the muck, mud, and brackish water a large animal moved quickly from the bank to the small creek to our right.  My heart skipped several beats, because the only thing that large, could only be an alligator.  My fears were confirmed, there are alligators in this park.  And you know the only thing worse than walking through the first time, is knowing you have to walk back through this very muddy, murky, brackish water a second time, right by that gator you just passed. This is when I began to think I may be slightly crazy…at what point does your passion, your obession lead to out right stupidity.  That is the question?

Winston and I continued on..our senses heightened almost expecting to see the panther, wanting to, but not wanting to, half hoping to, half hoping not to.   Slowly, quietly we walked, looked, and listened.  We found prints..but the panther prints were gone.  What little rain we had, had washed them away.  We continued hiking without incidence, but adding in the thrill of one rabbit chase.  All fun aside, it was now time to walk back through that murky, mucky, brackish water.   I held Winston by the collar on my right side, the creek and gator were on my left side. (Who am I joking, the creek now extended over the path…mud, muck, brackish water, and creek, one and the same) Praying… I looked unappetizing  to the Gator and too big to tangle with; (P.S. Dog is a gator’s favorite food).  We made it, or so we thought.  Up ahead turning the corner was a man.

I might add, Winston loves people!   I wouldn’t have been concerned at all, except for Winston’s strange reaction.  Winston turned to bolt back the way we came.    (Alligator behind versed unknown man ahead,) Winston was afraid!  I didn’t like my choices, and Winston clearly preferred the Gator)  We stopped.  Winston had been panting hard a second ago, it was a hot morning.  He stopped panting, I couldn’t hear him even breath.  He didn’t want to be heard, that was obvious.  He didn’t want to alert the man.  My heart was beating fast,  (now I’m thinking I’m am certifiably crazy for being out here).  We both held our breath, I pulled out my Tazor, and watched the man turn the corner, we waited a good 10 minutes before we continued forward, walking slowly and quietly the whole way back to the car.  By time we got back, we both wanted to go home.

 I am thankful that I don’t know what is “just up-ahead”.   I most likely wouldn’t leave my house. I definitely  am thankful Matt and I haven’t known what is “just up-ahead” with the progression his disease, ALS.    Will I go back out? Yes,…there’s another great photo, “just up-ahead”!

Giant Swallowtail Taking up Residence

Last night Winston and I were planting the garden (for pictures go to wigglebuttvizsla.com) when these two beautiful Giant Swallowtail’s flew by us.   I then became curious to see if we had any caterpillars and to my surprise we do.

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The common trait in all these swallowtail species is the extension at the rear end of their wings, which makes them look like the swallows – and hence the name.
Read more at Buzzle: 
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/swallowtail-butterfly-facts.html

Matt and I had the Eastern Black Swallowtail take up residence in our fennel plant last month.  I have amazing photographs yet to post of this incredible butterfly.

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The Giant Swallowtail Caterpillar is definitely an “Ugly Duckling” Story.  I have never seen an uglier caterpillar!  It looks like bird droppings.  The Caterpillar is called an “Orange Dog” because it is often found in Orange trees.  In fact, he is in our orange tree.  Many citrus growers would consider this caterpillar a pest.  I  however am excited, and hopefully will get pictures of his chrysalis, and if extremely lucky,it transforming into a butterfly.

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Love is in the Air

Love is in the Air!  This morning Winston, my dog, and I were out for our morning run and the first love couple we happened upon were a pair of osprey in a new nest.  It will be fun to watch this pair!  It’s close to the road, next time, I will take my “real” camera.

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Osprey hunt fish by hovering over water and then diving feet first to capture prey in their powerful talons.


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What is right in front of us is magical!  Osprey mate for life.

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“Love Doves”

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Morning Hugs – These two mate for life.

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Once a pair has formed, the male(right) will show his partner potential nest sites, usually in tall trees.  In between these “site visits”, the pair vigorously preen each other.  (Hugging included)


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Great Horned Owl


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With its long, earlike tufts, intimidating yellow-eyed stare, and deep hooting voice, the Great Horned Owl is the quintessential owl of storybooks. When clenched, a Great Horned Owl’s strong talons require a force of 28 pounds to open. The owls use this deadly grip to sever the spine of large prey. Great Horned Owls are fierce predators that can take large prey, including raptors such as Ospreys, Peregrine Falcons, Prairie Falcons, and other owls. They also eat much smaller items such as rodents, frogs, and scorpions.IMG_1135

Protector of the Unseen
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Hear what is not said, but what is hidden.
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Great Healing PowersGreat Horned Owl

This Owl was found in the same tree as the Red Tailed Hawk in my blog a couple of days ago;  “It has long been believed that the Owl and the Hawk are closely connected and enjoy a symbiotic relationship.  Each has dominion over a territory and share that realm, the Hawk akin to the Sun god Apollo who rules the day, with the Owl the counterpart of the Moon goddess Artemis who rules the night.  In fact, most owls are nocturnal (meaning they are awake and active during the night) and Hawks are diurnal (active during daylight), so this mythological correlation is not far from reality.

During the day, the Hawk flies throughout the territory, keeping the boundaries free of encroaching threat and trespassers while hunting for food.  Hawk`s patrol of the territory is relinquished at dusk as he journeys to sleep, while Owl awakens to begin her night duties.  In this manner, though they seldom (if ever) directly interact, Owl and Hawk are never the less closely linked to one another and their environment.

Each distinctive member of the Owl family is thought to be a counterpart of the Hawk family, for Great Horned Owl, the counterpart is the Red-Tailed Hawk  By looking at this member of the Hawk family, one with Great Horned Owl as a Totem may also gain some further insight as some of the keywords that apply to the Hawk will also ring familiar for this Owl as well.”

Read more: http://www.crystalwind.ca/mystica/animal-wisdom/2762-spirit-of-great-horned-owl.html#ixzz2dZD2Wktz
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What a Morning!

It’s been raining so much, that it makes it difficult to get out on the trails.  This morning Winston and I attempted the trail that leads to Boggess Hole and Whidden Creak.  We didn’t get very far.  We were attacked by mosquitos and horse flies.  We opted for the remote roads instead.   There are literally no houses in this area, just roads with grass growing up through them, and all the wildlife below.  It reminds me of what Forest Gump said, with a twist, “Photography is like a box of chocolates, ya just never know what your goin to get!”

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Backyard Is Buzzing with Activity

on my favorite plant...rosemary

on my favorite plant…rosemary

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Red-Tailed Hawk of Cape Haze, Florida

The Red-tailed Hawk has a thrilling, raspy scream that sounds exactly like a raptor should sound.    Sometimes you can close your eyes and almost imagine you live in the time of the dinosaurs.  I took these pictures last night, thanks to Gabe!  He spotted the hawk in the Banyan Tree, and promptly let me know so that I could get these beautiful pictures.

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